I hit a wall! Everything was piling up. Kids were picking at each other. Tim was exhausted. There was no peace.
I called a time out.
Bought supplies, and Tim and I checked out.
We didn’t get away to our usual place, it was booked up. We found someplace close to home.
Would like to say we came home relaxed, refreshed, with a fully restructured plan and the umph to get moving on it. We didn’t.
We did have a break from the grind. Maybe it will help everything be more manageable.
Sweet thing about staying closer to home. We were able to get home in time to take the kids fishing.
Fred caught a bullfrog. Thought for a bit that the frog was going to have him head first in the lake, but he persevered.
Maggy is turning into quite the fishin’ girl. This is her biggest catch of the day. One of six this gal pulled in.
Fred was an awesome big brother and managed to climb out and unhook Maggy’s line. It was close a couple times of him going swimming.
I remembered I had forgotten my salt shaker, again, when I found my feet covered in leeches. Asked for hip waders for my anniversary, lol.
When it was time to hike out the sun came close to say good night. Looked like I could have reached out and picked it up out of the water.
What a wonderful renewing weekend! Tonight I will rest, and tomorrow, it’s not here yet, so for now rest.
I probably said it before, but I truly believe that God is a master artist
The variety of delightful eye candy in every direction.
Creatures of all shapes and sizes.
Loon calls. Bird songs.
Sand squishing, clouds drifting through the sky.
A day in the park, leaves me praising the master, in awe of His wonderful creations, and how He must love us to give us the delights of our eyes.
All the variety of greens and the radish straight from the garden.
Today’s seasoning Thia Basil, and Mint.
Garnished with a tiny sprinkle of pink salt, and a healthy drizzle of extra virgin olive oil.
Can’t wait till I can add my own home grown tomatoes!
Walking home for lunch today, I was welcomed by these beautiful flowers. On closer examination I was not the only one attracted by it’s beauty. I could not help myself but to pause and watch my fluttering friend.
I continued on to gathering my lunch from the gardens. Fresh basil, kale, and arugula were the delights of the day!
Thankful for the nutrition our effort and the Lord’s goodness provided!
There is safety in silence.
Silence is a camouflage.
With a smile, it can be a bait.
With a frown a warning.
With a hug, love.
With the slightest twist of the head, listening.
With a wink, playfulness.
With eyes closed thoughtfulness, rest.
With eyes wise open, wonder.
There is safety in silence.
I have an anxious feeling in my soul today and I can’t explain why.
I feel like something is going to happen. I am uncomfortable.
Is it from a recent discussion? In my studies, and discussions I have been bombarded by a thought so foreign to me I can’t grasp it. I feel like it’s a rabbit hole.
Is it just a moment of stretching and growth?
Maybe it’s too much coffee, not enough sleep, the weather???
Whatever it is, I choose not too live in this state!
I know that God is good, and His love lasts forever. I know He cares for us even in our weakened state. So as uncomfortable as this moment is, I choose to face today with love, patience, kindness, goodness, and hopefully a bit of self control.
Who knows maybe this anxiety will lead to something new and authentically great! After all, I am seeking the “real thing”!
Good, good, God!
Perfectly blessed, wrapped up in love!
I was a little disappointed this morning. I woke up and did not feel any wiser at all.
Somehow I thought that if one was turning as old as I am today, with all the life experiences that I have encountered, I should wake up smarter or wiser or something.
Funny, I really don’t feel much different than yesterday, except maybe a little sad, that I didn’t slow down and bask in life’s experiences more as I was passing through.
The lessons learned young about hurrying along, get up, get dressed, get breakfast,get to school/church/work, get back home, get changed, get to bed, repeat. Not sure how wise these lessons were. With 50 years gone by and the memories of those days quickly slipping away.
One more day, a day of conversation, or togetherness with some of the people I loved and are no more, what a precious gift that would be, if time could freeze for a moment and one could appreciate the heart beat of time as it was happening, basking in pure love and adoration .
Memories, memories, even these are unfaithful and slip and transform in my reckoning. Cruel is the mind!
Please don’t get me wrong, I am not in mourning, or grasped by great sorrow, but only nostalgic for what was and is no more.
In youth you do not understand as time seems to go by at a slow, slow pace and you wish your life away, one hurry up at a time.
I am wise enough to know how I am extremely blessed. A God who loves me, a family to care for me, friends to challenge and celebrate me, no more would a wise person ask for, because nothing else is as sweet.
Today is my birthday, and today I choose to absorb every moment, to slow down and not hurry, to open my senses, to absorb all expressions of love.
Thank you to all that make this journey of life more amazing to me!
Slowly assimilating back into the family. Still tired from the travel, physical work, and adrenaline crash from returning to the familiar.
Problem is that I do not want to go back to how life was managed before the mission trip. “But I am tired!”, whiny voice here.
The schedule was grueling while away, trying to complete as much as possible in as short of time as we could. The work was chewed through and the end of the days were wrapped up with a bow of satisfaction.
I don’t want that to remain there, I want it here also!
Diet was a huge part of our success I believe. We were eating keto with intermittent fasting. Well balanced, healthy, not processed food.
The fresh air, and physical labour made sleep sweet.
Making a grocery list today. Not breaking under the pressure of convenience and the desire for treats.
Fresh whole foods. Moderate quantities/portion control. No unhealthy snacking.
Getting outside into the garden. Absorbing the sunshine, breathing the air, stimulating the senses.
Wrapping the day into a bow of satisfaction of a job well done!